Today has been a horrible day and its all because I am so frustrated that my bloody body can't just do as it is asked!! I have been snappy, grumpy and tearful which is not how I want to be! I know I am a bit pre menstrual so that has made things worse!
Today even simple things like opening the door and driving to work have Left me in agony and out of breath! I remember the days when I could work 12 hour shifts and up to 60 hours a week, now I can barely manage the hours I am contracted for. This time of year is so busy for me and I know I won't get through it at this rate as I am being pushed further and further down and to be honest I have no energy to fight!
I am going to try and have a lie in tomorrow and start a bit later, that way I might feel a bit better or I bloody hope it does! I am on maximum drugs so there is no way of changing them to see if that helps!!
Oh well whinge over, tomorrow is a new day and I just need to get through it!! I think I need to go and watch happy feet 2 to cheer myself up!!