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Tuesday 13 September 2011

I wish things were so different!!!

Why is life so cruel some times. After a very busy day and quite emotional i got in the car and song come on the radio and i was in absolute pieces. It really was everything i was thinking and how i was feeling that it hit home how things have become. I am feeling so really selfish  at the moment and thinking why me!! Life just seems to be going on in a state of unstableness which means i feel ill all the time and have somuch pain i just cant cope, i am hoping for some answers next week but i think i have given up as there doesnt ever seem to be any. Things arent as bad they were a few weeks ago wheni was very down i just wish things were so different. Right now i could screa if i had any energy but i dont. I think it is because my sleep is not good again and the nightmares have returned, fingers crossed tonight is better and then tomorrow i will feel so much better. People should be so grateful for what they have as it canbe taken away so quickly!!!

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