what a day!!

why is it you only think you shouldnt of said that until you have alleady said it!!
Well that is exactily what i did today, all in frustration and anger but more ant myself than anyone else but took it out completely on other!! i was so bloody angry that i just couldnt do what i needed to as my body is so bloody useless that i completely lost the plot!!!! now feel awful and not a lot i can do about it!! is it time to give up? i think it is i have no more fight left in me and i dont really care anymore!! that sounds so depressing and im not i just cant see a point in the future!!!
well i guess tomorrow will be another day and another day of me not being  able to do all that i want or need to and letting everyone down!!!
lets hope things look different in the morning or i dont know what i am going to do!!

xxx