Well another week over and it seemed to be going a bit better until this morning when i fainted in thebathroom, now have lovely cuts on leg and arm to put up with which bloody hurt!!
 Anyway all in all things are ok, in the normal unsettles way, had to stop antibiotics as i was completed mad on them and could not remember anything and spent whole time confused, much better since of them and things have settled back to normal. Monday i was really poorly and thought i would end up in but through some perserverance and taking some control igot through it, although at one point i thought the decision was going to be taken out of my hands but all in all it was ok!! I think it was the weather as it was really humid !! Work is busy, busy , busy and whilst i am managing  it is bloody hard work, i have the most fabulous work collegues and am trually grateful for all there help and support,today another day of gardening was done and it was quite fun really although hard work, imnot going to go into detail about that as dint want to cause anyone upset! Another day tomorrow and i have a list as long as my arm to do, so we will see what i get done, fingers crossed lots and lots so that i can start a new week next week.
I still cant eat properly but im kind of getting used to it, its funny how when you find eating so difficult you end uo not enjoying it and then eventually you dont want to eat.
I really want to find a way of thanking those around me but at the moment cant think of a way. Kate is a star as always and she knows it, although i know she is having a hard time at the moment and i  hope she knows i am always there for her. Theresa my manager is a star and very supportive, im surepeople think i get away with stuff  and i dont i can assure you, we had a good chat in the week about some serious stuff about life etc and i think i knowwhat i want to do now, anyway not going in to that today.
Oh well im waffling now so might as well sign of and go to bed. Tomorrow i have to be up at 6 which i havent managed all week so tomorrow might be  tough!!!