I have decided enough of being miserable and things are only going to change if i try and change them. I am going make a list of that i want or need to do in the future:
1. Try and get some better control of my health, firstly get my RBH appointment brought forward, they are the only people that can really help and if they cant do anymore then atleast i can say that i tried.
2. Start thinking about number 1, i cant please everyone else all the time so i am going to stop trying, if people are my real friends they will stand by me no matter what. For a little while i am going to concentrate on myself and getting what i want or need out of life.
3. Decide what to do with my job, whether i reduce my hours or change completely i am not sure, all i do know is that i can no longer work full time and have any kind of life, maybe i could just reduce my hours for a couple of months and see what happens.
4.start the OU course that i have been wanting to do for ages but keep putting of.
Well thats a start but most importantly live every day as if there was no tomorrow!!
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