Escaping

Well this Morning reality has hit big time about what has happened this week.

I am going home today and I can't wait I always took for granted what I had and I never will again. When I came to hospital I had no idea how poorly I was, I guess you get so used to that it's normal to feel rubbish. I dont honestly remember much So maybe that was my body's way of coping. Anyway when Peter and Kate arrived they looked really worried as they had been told to get here as soon as possible. Thanks to the NHS they responded so quickly they literally saved my life. I think i need some time to recuperate and get my head around things. Dying is not an option for me yet so I intend to live every day as its my last, I also intend to tell the people closest to me how much I love them. Peter has been fab this week and I can't thank him enough. Kate has been a star as always and takes it all in her stride.
I think recovering is going to take a few days as I am exhausted doing nothing ..
Life goes on and thank god it does, I'm just glad I am out of here today as I am feeling better than I was and being here is not helping much now.