Just because i cant sleep i thought i would update here, so much has happened this week and i dont feel like i want it broadcast to anyone at the moment, everyone that knows has been so lovely and understanding. Things are tough and i need to deal with them before i can deal with anyone else, that isnt fair i know but its just the way it is at the moment.
I really should be getting to bed as i have to be up for a doctors appointment first thing, i am only seeing nurse and she is brilliant but not sure she is going to be very happy as peak flows well below allowed and chect infection not improving, bloody bugs need to sod of im nored  of them now.
This week is a busy week at work as its cruise week, everyone is being really supportive and helpful which is good and then next week i am  on a weeks annual leave which i need badly as i have loads of ou work to do. i have fininshed my first course now and the examwas no where near as hard as i thought it would be.
well i am waffling now, so must be the oramorph kicking in, time for bed for me.
night night